Friday, January 8, 2010

forgiveness sake

Please go away. Don't put your bad word on my blog. I don't know you guys and I don't want to know you. If you really had grudge on me, say it to my face. I already said it before, plus I still virgin and if you want talk bad things about me, proof it and don't say any word that totally lie.
I don't believe with ya adverse opinion or whatever, still yet I don't care at all about you guys that try to break me down. I have my own life, and you got your own life, so back-off!

if I do any mistake, I'm really sorry about it. Please stop judging me. I'm just normal human being.Everyone do make mistake, I also makes mistake. so we're even. don't said that I'm slut or bitch because you really don't have any idea bout me. You judge me by my appearance, but did you really know me internal or external ? So keep your words with you, Don't slam me with it. I'm so done with people like you. I swear to God, that you change for good. I only have Allah with me, I believe in Him, I don't need an argue to settle this off, Allah swt will judge people like you.

puteri amira karmila benheesam.

saosin crisis

should I go for it or not? I'm freaking awry. I want to go but it's so expensive. I got money but I don't know, confuse.




Patut pergi, atau memang tak patut? rm102 presale, rm120 door
bapak boleh beli beras berkampit2, and groceries untuk barangan dapur


punds -.- kims -__- pants =.=

Thursday, January 7, 2010

enthralled

I was been left alone,once
cried all night, hoping someone
come and wipe the tears
but none, no one come to
company me.
I called for someone
but I shattered all the memories
that hurt me so much
because I know the only one who always with me is
Allah swt.
He's everywhere, and always there when I need Him.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

.storm strike to beneath the wall.


smell of the wind cold
feel into my bone
I covered myself with white thick blanket
can't shut my eyes
as I want to witness the power of God almighty
What can I observed from that is
we're human
we can't control the entire worlds and universe
we can create technology, and etc
but can we create human being?
that's beyond from our logical thought.
Allah Swt create us perfectly as we have
sense,mind,feeling.
So we have to appreciate for what we have now.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

minded freak

Hesitates to start something new.
Hesitates to find something new.
Hesitates to discover the world
where there's me and you.
Hesitates to call for someone I knew.

I won't fall back right now.
I won't call back utters lame or new.
I keep my promise and won't break it through.
I shatter all the tears and fight back my pride.
Because no one gonna makes me go down,down and down.